My future partners

Now you know that I have broken up with my past girlfriend, and few girlfriends ago, I got real fed up with having rejected relationships like that.

I have started to look for guys for a relationship. I have actually heard of people turning to guys after getting fed up being rejected by girls of his past relationships. I am one of those. But deep in me, I knew I am different from other straight or homosexual guys because I seem to like both. It's a hard decision for me to choose which one I prefer, but then, it is dictated that people with such sexuality actually prefer guys more than girls. This is what I read somewhere about such sexuality, which is exactly true for my case.

I have actually found 2 guys, who seemed to like me, and they have become my friends for some 3 months before the break up with my last girlfriend, so it is now 6 months already. Some time just recently, both of them approached me but of course at different times.

One of them is good looking and tall, well built and most importantly, he has the charisma and friendly too. Another one is tall too, average looking with muscle-toned body and he too had the sort of gentleman chracteristics in him; knowing how to treat his friends well (for dinner, movies and the sorts).


Now, I do not know how to choose, or which one to choose. Tell me, from where I am now (being single), should I go straight and be a straight man (choose another girlfriend, of course), or should I choose the "right man" or the "left man"?

~ The conqueror who comes and reads blogs. ~

Where do I start from here?

A new blogger I am. Yes, my second post for this blog. More often than not, I am always stuck somewhere when introducing myself. Well, not that I am a pretty shy person to start with when being introduced to someone, but when it comes to writing my profile, I am just simply perplexed as to where to start writing about myself.

As they always say, starting something is always rather difficult, but as you go on doing it, the flow just gets on smoothly. OK, let's start the introduction.

My name is J.W., so you know what that abbreviation stands for. Currently single, and looking for someone to love me dearly more than my exes. And that's always the case for people like us (plu?). Life's like that, so it sucks to talk much about it. Just hate it. Don't mention it, I hate it.

Anyway, I am now in the Selangor region, staying with my ex-gf. A real girl, ok. We broke up sometime ago, and that relationship sucks too, so don't want to discuss about it really. Planning to move out somewhere, and don't want to see her anymore. Again I hate it.

Fine, my current job sucks again (I am currently at the lower level of management, being stagnant here for years and no promotion in recent years, so yeah it sucks a lot!), working for a battery manufacturing company and because it sucks, I am planning to either go somewhere in Malaysia or better still, overseas where I can actually go on with my career development.

I guess that's all I can intro about myself. See, I told you, I do rather badly in introducing myself.

~ The conqueror who comes and reads blogs. ~

Dear gor gor

Picture taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leslie_Cheung

Ever since you have left us exactly 7 years ago on this very day, we still miss you much. Your songs played everlastingly in my MP3 player, and they will be everlasting forever. Some of them are sad ones, and I almost cried remembering you. You were considered as the founding father of "Cantopop". It was nice knowing that you were one of us, but unfortunately depression took your life away. I have not personally met you before, but deep in my heart you are always with me and all of us. I wish I had known you more, unfortunately, fate did not meet us together. Anyway, I have my first blog post here dedicated especially for you. Rest in peace, my dear gor gor.

~ The conqueror who comes and reads blogs. ~